My 2007 Resolution

To sum up 2007 major events for me & people around me:

- I moved to bibalex even though i never thought I would, even in my interview I acted like I'm not interested.
- one of my ex-coworkers passed away (ra7emaho Allah)
- one of ex-coworkers received God's greatest gift..an offspring
strange how one life has ended & another has started.
- I lost one of my used to be best friends
- I gained the friendship of new kind people
(again the loss & the gain)
- I've been to USA, first time to feel fully independent.
- Currently I'm missing that freedom feeling.
- I started my master's..pray for me, it's getting tougher.
- Somehow I lost a part of me in eSpace & till now there's no gain.
I miss my days there actually, sometimes u can find me yearning to my old team.
- I started watching Prison Break :), i'm a big fan lol.
- Finally Harry Potter came to an end, didn't like the last book.

most important readings:
- The Kite Runner
- Oscar Wild Poems
- Awaken the giant within

Sub7an mo3'Ayer el 7al.... dawam el 7al men al mo7al
I wonder what my next year resolution 'd be, or may b i won't live to write it..who knows?!

I pray that by next year I'd b closer to God & full of hope & ambition.

Being Patient Vs Taking Action

Patience to me is when you keep tolerating a situation having a strong faith that something better is coming, these days I see it as weakness more than being righteous. It is a feeling of a built self-humiliation. People think that since you are patient that means you are too weak to stand for yourself, or may be cos you don't have a way out, you got no other option than Patience..back to that word I'm starting to hate so much.

Sometimes you can tolerate situations that break your soul bit by bit each day till you feel it will eat you alive, that's when you realize taking action is mandatory.

I don't want to be patient anymore, I want to build some courage to take some big steps. I don't think that anyone would believe that taking action questions my faith or anything. The star question now is when & how "big question mark".

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A Prayer

Today I'm mourning a very good person I met in this life, an ex-coworker & a friend.
Please whoever read this please pray for Ahmed Abd el Aal, pray that God forgives him & that God bestows patience upon his family
I remember how great a person he was, I remember the little things, I remember how he used to cheer me up by playing games of minesweeper, I remember how he used to let me win............I remember a lot of things & I won't forget a lot of times he's been there for me.
Pray for a good person who left this sad life for a better one isA.
اللهم اسكنه فسيح جناتك
انا لله و انا اليه راجعون

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