My Only Chance

It seems the only way I could really go on living is to take my heart out, cut that part that's been annoying me for so long & then put my heart back in & hope it would beat just the same!

Haunted

It just hit me, I got no one I can truly trust & be open to like I used to. I used to have many friends and very unique & close friends, now I got no one. It might be my mistake by shutting people out, but the thing is, I fear misplacing my trust.

It's true that life is like a train, there'll always be friends jumping on board & friends jumping out. Those friends might appear to b with u & guide you through a small life trip & then take off giving the chance to other friends.
Currently my train is empty. Now that I need it to be full of friends.

I'm haunted by the idea that I mean nothing to all those friends who jumped off my train.
I'm haunted by the fact that there's a certain closure I need so much, but there's no hope of getting it. I've tried before, but each time i take a step, I decline. Hindered by the thought that I meant nothing.
There's no way of knowing unless you put urself on the line, exposing ur hurt feelings & asking the ultimate question, well you all know it.

I'm just haunted, I do need someone to jump on board my train soon

My Worst Fear

When u fail ur dreams & they never come true, would u change ur dreams? or try harder?
I chose to try harder. I just hope I won't end up wasting all my life behind a false dream.

Animal shelter

If you know an animal shelter here in Egypt, please tell me. I really need to find one.

My very own Webcast

Here's a link for my very own webcast:
webcast.bibalex.org

Hope it's an addition to bibalex.
P.S: better use IE, you need to download media player plugin & besides I disabled some features in firefox.

Disappointed

Disappointments have their grief moments then turn into a laugh among friends who witnessed them.
So to sum up disappointments are actually future jokes to tell.

Man Of The Year

I loved that movie so much, it's a comedy film apparently with some good political views. I liked spotting the light on the fact that the american president became a commercial material that can b bought by fuel tycoons or bankers.

I loved Robin Williams saying: "If u don't want the American flag to b burned by angry people, make the flag out of asbestos."

Politicians r like diapers need to be changed for the same reason diapers needs to b changed.

My Situation

This is Exactly how I feel these days, too scared to take a move which will probably take me down.

It's from the new animated movie "Horton hears a who".

For the price of bread...

These days I pass daily by a sad sight. The sight of people, who lives in poverty may b far beyond the poverty line, gathering in demonstration to oppose the recent raise in prices.
I see that sight daily cos I live near Alexandria government building, where people gather to raise their complaints to the governor...with hope I might add.
I'll quote one of their cries for their right to live:
يا نظيف الشعب عايز يعيش...مش لاقى ثمن رغيف العيش

Love..according to Julia Roberts

"I just love him to bits," she said. "He's just a great human being. And to see him now as a father—that is the greatest thrill of my life, is watching him be a father to my children."

In fact, Danny is the biggest thing Julia said she has in common with her son. "He is as in love with Danny as I am. So Danny walks in the house and we're pushing each other out of the way to get to him first," Julia said. "I love to have someone on the planet who understands how I feel when Danny walks in the door."

--Julia Roberts

I can't wait to experience this.

Here we go again...

Seems I can't hold on to anything good in my life for a long time.
I believe I'll b going through a self destruct phase soon enough, a matter of days I guess. I just hope I won't hurt anyone in the process, that's so hard to achieve.

It's quite funny that u always want to hold on to things that no longer want to hold on to u. My mind is still holding on, sadly enough.

so I'm starting the count down, I wonder when'll b the big blast?!

Full of Flaws

To love: is to see someone so perfect although that someone is full of flaws

I feel I'm loved

Have you seen The Apprentice?

Here's a program I never thought I'd like since I'm not a big fan of Trump but that's another matter.

So The apprentice is just like any real life show, real people in teams compete to win a position in the Trump's empire. It's majorly a business competition. Can you win or lose in a project based on economic measures, that means the higher income you can achieve running those project.

One of the assignments I've watched-I know it's a very old season-was to run a bridal day in the middle of central park & try to get bridal dresses & apparently invite people whose wedding is close to come buy from a bridal dress in the middle of a garden!

Seems in business it's all about marketing, so the winning team called the bridal shops announcing their big day at the park offering to take old dresses from those shops & sell them, brilliant don't u agree?!.

Then they started marketing by buying an AD over a bridal website a very famous one plus some flyers & BAM they got costumers..interesting ha?!

The second assignment was about selling a new candy bar for M&M's-my fav-they had to produce quality chocolate bars & sell them.

The winning team produced only 290 chocolate bar while the other team had 350, so this time it was all about sales.

The winning team decided they'd sell 5$ a bar while the other team decided to make an offer 2 bars for 1$.

The winning team btw was 2 girls ;) seems girls can sell anything for any price while wearing the right outfit I might add :D

The Witch of Portobello..I could not agree more!

"Like all women, I'd dreamed of an enchanted prince, who would marry me, give me lots of children & shower attentions on my family. Like many women I fell in love with a man who'd give me none of those things, but with whom I shared unforgettable moments.", Athena

People think that women's only dream is to get married & have children, and given what i've been telling u, u probably think that i've suffered a lot in life. I've known other men who wanted to 'protect me'. What they forget is that, from ancient Greece on , the people who returned from battle were either dead on their shields or stronger despite their scars. It's better this way: I've lived on a battlefield since I was born, but I'm still alive & I don't need anyone to protect me", Athena

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Law of the twins

I could never put it right myself, Gerald Weinberg Law of the twins which states that:
occasionally—particularly when one isn't expecting it—a significant event occurs. On the other hand, most of the time, no matter how much effort one expends, no event of any great significance will result. :)

to read more:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Weinberg%27s_Law_of_Twins